THE BROWNIE EFFECT

Just a complex girl in a simple world

Listening to Revofev wondering how the hell I created it and why havnt i gone crazy and killed myself from being overwhelmed by my awesomeness. Seeing your worth is a really cool thing. If i wasnt who Iam, id look in the mirror and still feel awesome. Because, I am. I am Scott Mescudi, and I am your big brother telling you all to look in the mirror, stoned, and find your inner awesomeness. We are all born to be amazing. Get with it and live to your full potential as a human being :)

Ok done preaching. Tah tah for now!

—Rager

(Source: cudlife)

You’re killing me Smalls!

—The Sandlot

Lord Nubia

People have told me I should be a politician. I disagree with them. I don’t like politicians and I’d be a dictator. Not power obsessed though, more like I just know whats best and I just want to help out. Then hopefully, everyone can handle their own crap and stop bothering other people. I’m realistic though, so I know none of that will happen. People are stupid and they will never learn from their mistakes.

I am REALLY complicated

—(via cudlife)

April

I’m going back to Miami later in the month for the second time this year. I’m sort of excited lol. I’ve never not stayed with family. the fact that I’m broke, just kills the excitement though. I have enough money for the festivities and partying, but I won’t be left with much. I have to pay for whack ass school and driving school. I’m way too late on this driving thing, though, so everything is my fault. I didn’t even get a tattoo this tax season. smh. Such a shame. Apparently, High school students have more potential when it comes to stupid ass jobs, though. ANDDDDDDDD I want to move out. FML. I can’t be around my family anymore. it’s just too much crap to handle at this point. So basically, Miami will be my only taste of freedom for the year and it’s only April. I’ll just quit the bitching for now. 

Omg, I could die happy after eating this.

Omg, I could die happy after eating this.

(Source: fuckablefood)

Hard Times

I don’t know what it is about me but no one is happy with my appearance or the way I do things. With my family it pisses me off cuz I’m never good enough for them. My best friends mom though is a whole other story. This woman keeps saying how I look ugly with my piercings and goes on for like 30 minutes on how I’m too old for how I look and that MY DAD WOULD BE DISAPPOINTED IN ME. My dad died when I was 13 and she knows this. Who the FUCK is she, to tell me anything about my dad? The woman doesn’t even know what my dad looked like. My friendship is already strained with my besties, their mom being their mom does not help. I can’t stand her. Ugh. my vision even hours bad when I think about her. I don’t even know what that means. W/e bye.

I’ll sleep when I’m dead

It’s 5:11 am and my eyes are super dry. Most likely because I don’t sleep anymore. I went from behavioral meds that make me a hypersomniac to me going psycho and refusing to take my meds. Now, I barely sleep. When I say hypersomniac, I mean sleeping for 15 hours a day. My back and shoulder hurt too. I feel like a super old person. Anyway, I will think…not think, I will envision my future. My healthy, successful future. It’s not just possible, it’s reality. It already happened in the future. I would keep going but my shoulder is killing me laying down like this, so bye for now.